finding the lost soul

Restless soul, wandering mind

Lost in problems, lost in desperation

No reason to cry, no reason to pain

Yet crying and longing don't know for what

Perhaps an undesired life?

Surrounded by love, surrounded by joy

Yet so lost in misery don't know for what

Clouded by gloominess, controlled by regret

Desperation for understanding

Yet can't reach for help, don't know why

Longing for a glimpse of past joy

Universe doesn't allow so

Searching for meaning, searching for reasons

Don't know when, don't know how.